Tuesday, February 27, 2007

If Jesus Walks With Kanye, Why Isn't He Walking With Me?

Ok so, yeah umm..my mind is kinda rattled today. Sunday, my parents ransacked my room while I wasn't in the house and "found" the following things:
  1. My Noah's Arc first season DVDs
  2. My vibrator (Victor)
  3. My Click Magazines
  4. An email to an ex-friend explaining how upset with her I was that she betrayed me because I was gay.

Yeah so these items answered any questions that my parents would've ever had that I was a full blown homosexual...To say I'm embarrassed is an understatement. So as all Republicans would do if they found out that any of their family members were gay, they kicked me out! Luckily, though by some "divine intervention" or the lack thereof, I didn't get kicked out yet. My parents are still deciding on where if anywhere they want to send me for my "wrongdoings"...of course all the while they are spouting out "I Love You" and "You can come back when you change your mind." Yeah....right. I'm just glad they have no clue about my blog, because as it stands they don't know Jared, they know "Aaron", my alter-ego who shows himself at home and at church. (LOL, you know I only got an alter-ego when Beyonce' said she had one. Before then, I woulda thought the idea of that was just down right crazy!!) And yeah, if they were to read my blog, they wouldn't even let me get out of the house, I'd be BURNED AT THE STAKE at the altar in church while the deacons and ushers looked on in "dignified justification".

So, my question is, if Jesus can walk with Kanye (a nasty spoiled non-award winning tantrum having ass brat) why can't he walk with Jared too(a sexy, stylish, sometimes tantrum having, homo)?????

But anyway, 2 months and 10 days until I am considered an adult, and I am let loose on the world. If I am kicked out, I will NOT let it break me. You all will see me rise to the occasion and kick ass in true Jared form. If you pray, think of me, and ask God why he's letting people who are supposed to love him so much give their offspring over to the dogs!!! I ask him everyday. Oh yea and pray for Darian (http://loldarian.blogspot.com), he and his family are mourning the loss of one of his 18 year old family members who was shot and killed this past weekend. It almost makes me not want to complain, just because some people my age aren't even alive to be kicked out of their house!!

Oh yea and can somebody in this big blog world PLEASE tell me how to make a one-word link, I hate having to type the whole address. Oh yea my big sister Jennifer won her first Oscar. My parents had a party for her, but I was to busy packing all my clothes to get out of my house, so sorry Jen, but I'm glad you won lol.

7 comments:

Joey Bahamas said...

Ummmmm first...thanks for hitting me up on my blog...second...one of my greatest fears is that my parents will confirm their greatest fear before I am completely independent. I hope they can see that us mutants are human too (reference my post today). Good luck girrrr and I will continue reading....your on my favs now too....

-J.B.

Queer Kid Of Color said...

Hey not all republicans kick their children out the homes! I'm still allow to go home!

That doesnt mean you'll be kicked out.

Cocoa Rican said...

Wow pa… I am so sorry that your boundaries weren’t respected and that your parents are allowing their ignorance to overrun their love. I was also put out of my home (by the good reverend) at the tender age of 15. I struggled on the streets of New York City, managed to graduate from high school and move ahead, becoming much stronger than I’d ever believed possible. With all the horrors I encountered and the ignorant decisions I made while on the streets, I have to say that God did watch over me. I’m here, in one piece and none the worse for wear. More importantly, he gave me a sense of humor, intelligence and charm that far surpassed my siblings – probably the glittering graces that helped me survive. I don’t know why Christians don’t see the hypocrisy rejecting their offspring is. After reading your blog for a couple of weeks now, I have to say that you’re ahead of the game. Your smart, witty, funny and have a positive resolve. Whether you’re allowed to stay home or you join the new world of adulthood, you’re going to do great. Back when I left home, there wasn’t a support system, blog, internet, etc…. you have us… your blog family… we’re watching and praying. Stay up!

Manchild1 said...

This will only make you stronger
believe that ,....

Marz said...

I'LL BE PRAYING FOR YOU!!!!

I REMEMBER THAT FEELING LIKE I WAS GOING TO BE THROWN OUT. BUT MY PARENTS ASSESSED THAT I WASN'T A "REAL" GAY PERSON, SO THEY DECIDED I COULD STAY. I JUST HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH EVERY WEEK, WHILE THE PASTOR WHO IVES ME TEAS FLIRTS SLIGHTLY WITH ME. (Sigh and eye rolls.)


-Marz

Anonymous said...

hello my love i am just now reading your blog. why didnt you call me you know that i am your homey,friend, and cheerleader. I am so angry to hear about you leaving the gap from someone else. Please call me or you can send me an email at tambig@hotmail.com. Don't think that since you left the gap, that you left me. i still want to be apart of your life and hear what is going on with you.



Tambi aka lady t

Afrodyke said...

Late as I may be, how does one just up and "find" an e-mail? Just asking...