Thursday, March 1, 2007


We stay high, no lie, you want it, BALLIN!!!!! I don't know why, but that just came to mind! I actually don't care for that song, but it's one of those songs that you hear from people around the way, your teachers, even your little 8 year old sister! But anyways...that has nothing to do with what I wanted to talk about today, hell, I don't know what I want to talk about today. Just bear with my randomness for a moment and something will come to me!

Both of my tattoos are itching and I ran out of that ointmen--

Hey wait! I just thought of something!! Things at the home-front are getting a little better. I actually had a decent conversation with my parents last night, and it didn't involve cursing, crying, kick-out threats, or...crying! Basically, they had stupid straight people questions and then my dad had a question that pissed me off, but I'll get to that in a minute. But yeah, so they were like: "Why are you gay?", and "Was it something that we did to make you like this?", "Are you happy?". I was totally looking at them like they were full of shit, because last year I wrote about my parents having their speculations about me being gay and sent me to the "spectacular" Richard Cohen...."counselor extraodinaire". Hmm...that didn't last long. But I digress. Back to the question my dad asked. He pulled me to the side because he "didn't want to disappoint my mom". He was like, "I know you're probably having sex, but are you letting whoever it is screw you?" I was like TOTALLY DUMBFOUNDED. That was super embarrassing. I didn't know what to say! So I simply told him no and that was the end of that. As it stands right now, I probably won't get kicked out, (and should've never been nervous and anxious enough to believe that I ever would be) but I have to be on my Ps and Qs for the next 2 months and 8 days!...

Which brings me to my next point. My BIRTHDAY! That big 1-8! I am super excited about it, but I don't know what I want to do. But what I DO know is, if me and Leroy are still together...hmm, trust and believe! "Meet me in my room, it's goin' DOWN!!!" You know what I'm just gonna end this post right now cuz 1) I'm gettin' hot and bothered, and 2) I gotta keep some random shit in the air for tomorrow's random Friday...duh.

See you guys tomorrow...xoxoxo


Cocoa Rican said...

Yeah... we like to see you smilin'... come to think of it it's the first time we've seen you smile - PERIOD!
It all gets better from here... your parents are at the "What did we do phase?" and your dad is at the "Is my boy takin' it in the booty?" phase. For some odd reason many str8 folks believe if your not the bottom, there is hope.... go figure... LOL

Joey Bahamas said...

I guess that's great news about your's a process...I always think how long it took to come out to myself...

And, I don't mean to get all technical, but I've always believed that tops are the true gays!! I mean I don't like to cause a rift, but if you think about it, you have to be really gay to get so excited by another man's ass that you get hard, and that experience has to be so enjoyable for you that you maintain your erection until......."completion." Am I the only one that finds it paradoxical that the tops get off so easily????

Anonymous said...

Once your tattoos start itching and start to dry up, don't put anymore ointment on it. That'll just keep the dry skin moist and prolong the healing. I have 8 tatts and I found that putting ointment for 2-3 days is sufficient.

-- Gil.

pono said...

think about this:

you are the same person you were 10 seconds before your got your tattoos - doin it did not change the person one iota cept for the ink molecules..

you are the same person you were 10 seconds before your parents discovered you were really gay - the discovery did not change the person you are one iota cept maybe for victor havin recently loosened that bootyhole...

my point is.. you need to have someone explain to that that you are the same person they have always known and loved. and if they get preachy, i believe the book says "..hate the sin, but love the sinner.."

maybe u can bring them this revelation. or ask somoen they trust to do it..